I want to be a better writer
Yesterday I published my AI page. I was motivated to do so after reading I am an AI hater, The /ai 'manifesto', and the AI page of a blog that I visited periodically.
It was mostly because of the last: I learned that the blog's posts were entirely generated with a custom GPT. I didn't know, I couldn't tell, and when I found out, I felt betrayed it changed how I perceived the blog.1
And I think that's the point of these AI pages — transparency, so readers can know our usage and decide if they'd like to continue reading.2
But that's not what this post is about. This is about how I originally included "I want to be a better writer" on my AI page, a line after "This is why I'm here." I edited it out after publishing my page. I've been asking myself why I removed it: Was it out of place? Do I feel like AI tools could help some people become better writers? Do I not want to be a better writer?
And then I knew: I just felt so vulnerable saying it — a want, a wish, a hope. Expressed and captured, it gives room for disappointment. What if I don't become a better writer?
And that's it. That's why I removed it.
Now I'm making it big here.
I read personal journals and slice-of-life writing. I enjoy reading reflections on the everyday — oftentimes small happenings and small thoughts, sometimes big happenings and big thoughts. I hear the person's voice in my mind as I read. And it turns out it wasn't a person's voice at all. ↩
I share in this sentiment: If you can’t be bothered to write it, I can’t be bothered to read it. Also, choosing to walk (away from AI). ↩